Finally on stage at the ICA

When we walk onto the stage we get what sounds like a homecoming welcome which makes me feel quite emotional. The picture of Toby as a baby appears and BLAM! we're into "a week away" because of the gigs in Germany and all the rehearsal we play with the perfect mixture of rehearsed knowledge and off the cuff swarve that accompanies our level of excitment and fear. Sorry if that sounds bigheaded but tonight we just got it right. From the moment I'm on the stage I'm hopping around like a untethered Jack Russell, I really feel quite at home. Its having the support of the crowd it fills you with confidence. "Isn't it great to be alive" BLAM! "Sweeping the nation" BLAM! These songs are our favourites, close to our hearts and for many of the assembled people they feel the same, and its very apparent. During, "A third of my life" The Junipers come back on and throw confetti over us adding to the atmosphere and complimenting the picture of Andy's wedding. The stage is covered in a confetti and for a brief moment I worry about cleaning it up but then its gone and I'm filled again with the joy of the moment. "We're going out" BOOM! The old spearmint magic strikes again and we are all smiles, like we've won a competition to play at the ICA. "Start again" BOOM! 'Anyone who has bubbles start blowing now', announces Shirley before we launch into "Best ballroom" WOOOOOOOO! "You carry this with you" has this ever sounded as good? "A trip into space" PAZAOW! we're all in it together, nodding and signaling to each other. Call and response singing is great infectious fun a real group thing. There's something about the way we play these songs now that's refreshing. I remember when we were learning and recording them, for me it was all about claiming the audible territory as your own, there's a gap there I must make a noise to fill it. This time it's stripping it back and leaving space and it sounds bigger and better, did it take me 10 years to realize that? No it's probably longer. Over the years we've played "a trip into space" at the end we turn to one of the band and applaud, it's my turn, I milk it, naturally, teasing feedback out of my amp until Shirley looks at his watch, ok I get the point ha! "It won't be long now" CLANG! "Making you laugh" I join Si at the keyboard, I love this song! "You are still my brother" BLAM! sounds more soulful than ever. Then the very soft and sentimental delivery of "Saturday" with all of us singing along, very emotional, will this be the last time we play this album in full? For the encore we play some of the new "life in reverse" material peppered with a selection of oldies. We bow and we're off. After the 10 year anniversary champagne has been opened it's all a bit of a blur but what a night. Thank you so much to everyone who came and to everyone who has helped us over the years, we couldn't continue without your support, thanks for this big smile I've been wearing this week. JiM xXx